Am I Really Missing Out? When I cling to my principles, am I missing out? When I hold tight to my morals, am I missing out? In this generation where everything is casual dating, sex, marriage, abortion name it, everything is easy, everything disposable. And often, those who still believe in something, who still draw lines, who still say no when everyone else says “why not,” were called boring. Loner. Left out. But what is it to miss out , anyway? The crooked thrills? If that’s the prize, call me names. I’d rather miss out than make a fool of myself, twisting into shapes just to fit your perverted sense of morality. Call me boring but I rather not give a fck! Because satisfaction, real happiness doesn’t come from keeping up. It comes from standing firm. And if that makes me boring, then boring must be brave.
Is It, Really? They say, “You’re bound for hell if you end your own life,” as if salvation was written in black and white. But tell me is it, really? When everything feels unbearably heavy that despair drips into every thought like rain that never stops, is it still that simple? When the mind is so clouded with consuming self-doubt and suffocating sadness that judgment is shattered beyond reason is it, really? For how can one call it choice when the soul is no longer free, when death is not desired, but mistaken for release? Would you not see that the heart is suffocating, not rebelling? That the pain is not defiant, but pleading for a quiet cry for rest that the world could not give? So I ask again, is it truly a sin to believe that peace may be easier felt in death than it ever was in life?
Could it be different? Had I chosen the other path, Could I have landed on greener grass? They say the more challenging path yields greater potential, But how come I ended up with nothing? In this life full of irrationals the lucky ones are better rewarded, While the competent ones are left wearing their ASS out in hard labor. Again, they say everyone deserves a blast. But you know VERY WELL— there are those who deserve it better. Those whose work you praised, yet never truly valued. Was it ever fair? To subject someone’s hope to mere “draw lots like what, lottery? Am I bitter? Yeah. I despise your ways. They’re be yond logic. You know what? I came to you with a goal, high hopes! So, I gave my VERY best. Well, more than what that “MEAGER” wage demands. But then, at the end of the day, was I rightfully rewarded? So now I ask: Had I chosen the other path, Could it have been different?
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