JAZ THOUGHTS

  Words left unspoken,  My heart you unconsciously stolen. Feelings rest untold.  My yearn for you crave to unfold

HOW CAN YOU BLAME ME FOR THE ASHES YOU MADE?  I was a massacre, in a vulnerable state,  lost and crawling towards my wit's end. Deceived, I opened the window as I saw a light coming.  I deliberately cuddled thinking it was a ray of sunshine.  At last, a heat embraced my cold room.  In an instance, I felt the familiar warmth,  the warmth I've been longing to feel for a long time.   It's comforting.  Gradually, the warmth was getting hotter.  The feeling was just ecstatic- that I've never experienced before. Then suddenly, the heat turned to a burning sensation  Little did I know, it was actually me who was burning,  (perhaps burning for you?)  Still unsettled for that ecstasy, I disregarded the pain.  I allowed it thinking we're vibing. I thought a little sacrifice would not cost me  until such time, the pain became more and more unbearable.  One moment I realized parts of me were turning into ashes.  I ...

Sometimes in life, we are very regretful of the things we ended up not achieving. We become too hard on ourselves and of the past up to the extent that we repeatedly resent ourselves for not doing this and that. We constantly say "I should've done this", "I should've done that", " I should've done better" and things alike, and we often can't get over things. We force ourselves to right the wrong knowing that it's pointless. Like, how could you go back in time and rewind your life? The thing is, you can no longer undo the things you have done in the past, so forgive yourself. Forgive yourself for not achieving something you badly wish you should have achieved. Forgive yourself for not doing the things you wish you should've done.  What matters now is you; your today's life. Always keep in mind that we are living in the present and heading towards the future. So live through the lessons and again do not continue to carry the burd...

Moon You're the moon that I admired in silence,  The luster that I stared at from a distance.  The moon that lit up my dark night. The moon that cheers me up in breezy daylight.  You are the moon that I'll always look up to. The glimpse that my eyes were fixed into. The moon that I love. The same moon that is impossible to hold, yet I cannot unlove. ~ j.o

 Proverbs 31 Woman Gentle as the rose of Sharon Strong and fair like Cedar of Lebanon She is longed by King Solomon She's exquisite as pearls and rare as diamond Veiled by her long unbroided hair  Dressed with elegance of love, kindness and care Graced as she utters a prayer  Stream of wisdom flows from bounty of her  Her price is far above ruby Her beauty in and out is white as lily She fears the Lord with faith and humility Can we find such woman as thee? Proverbs 31: 10 Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies.  By: jaxmine_writes

Don't let your future children grow while healing like you did. Let them grow and live without having to heal from a dysfunctional family. If you are not committed to making that possible, don't ever intend to have children in the first place.

We all have demons inside, but we also have angels likewise. You choose then, Will you let your demon out or will you shine your angel bright? You want it or not   Agree with me or not   Humans are two-faced creature  We have the good and the bad sides. Oftentimes, what really happens is that either side outshines the other.   That's when we deceive ourselves into thinking we are this and that Well in fact we are both.